You haven’t seen me down. You have no idea how down I get.

This? This is just me with some tears on my face, with an upside-down smile. Just that. I’m not crying at all, I’m not screaming, I don’t feel despair, I don’t feel fucked up, I don’t curse to everything I think of, and I have my eyes open. I know I going through hell when I can’t make myself open my eyes. So now, so this, believe me, it’s nothing. Nothing at all.

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